everytime i talk with people i feel like i have to be in an autopilot ( kostas , ioulia ) or fight with them with the wish of undrestanding that never comes and whoever i think its not like that they dont care for me enough . and with lil was like i was just ok with the no undrestanding no panicing because she was meeting other of my needs and had fun but when i have no undrestanding real intimacy or safety or undrestanding from nobody i fel so alone thats when i stoped being friends with dim go out and other things had nothing to say with people when i go out
now that the fighting is pointless i try think if there is another solution from autopilot maybe like with m y cousin that was no fighting just maybe accepting ?
fight or flight so social situations are dangerous for me
mipos auto me ta protipa me th lana na valo to floro san protipo
Στείλατεgeorgi makes me stressed cause he doesnt undrestand me but also is like is so different that i cant proceed it and maybe the things he wants and that he tries make me see things in his perspective
Στείλατεdo u expect somebody to experience the universe with your mechanisms
Στείλατεu make me stressed this question u have asked it many times before in different ways and i have answered it many times before in different ways this swallows are personallities make us go around in vain vicious circles and dissapear
Στείλατεim not made to say same things all the time makes me loose myself and hate myself and its not good for me
Στείλατεinsanity p leei kai o nikitas
Στείλατεmporo na grapso se ena xarti ola t apatterns kai apla na agnow tis idies erotiseis
Στείλατεara na agnow opos kai me thn evaggelia h to mitso ta komatia p den
Στείλατεalla allo mitsos alo evagelia hm
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