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 ts not sweet nostalgia

its missing meaning

道

乾道

and will

道

乾道

ever since i realised, when i was a kid, what life is actually all about

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i cant live fully in the moment

cant believe in joy, fun, adventurism

its all fake

nothing excites me really

i m just surviving

for this is the norm

only smtims i manage to get excited for smth for a while

like when playing computer games u are excited by the hard tasks and u r motivated to pass them

to see whats next.....

道

but when u reach the last level

and reverse the game

u r like

"oh... was this all it was about?!? really???... boring.."

道

remember when i was telling u im like a swamp

and that im tired

道

this i tried to express

道

and to continue living like this is really a theatre

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pretending that u r interested in life

but only death intrigues me

and u  }

larity not using fr if i had klil and oothers i would stop talking to him come bbut ot come i play wit him

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why cant u say the things straight 道 and sincerely 道 乾道 its easier

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laan said find your role models and do the same